S: Coming From Daisy
FC: love is lovely | but only when you're being loved | so love me or hate me | that's for you to decide.... | Love is Pain
1: Chapter 1 | Today I invited my cousin Nick and my Best girlfriend Jordan over for dinner. Nick has just moved to West Egg. I sat back and watched as my husband Tom tried to impress the guests with his book The Rise of The Colored Empires. I was teasing him about the book. Everything was going just fine until Tom got a phone call . I knew deep down it was his secret mistress. I'm so tired of stressing over this .
2: How I Found Out | Nick told me that Tom had a party at his "other" home. I know he only goes to have affairs with a woman . I think she goes by Mary or Myrtle .. one of the two. Nick says whomever she is was discussing my name which really seem to have pissed him off. I can't believe he struck her in the nose ... breaking it at that. Maybe she deserved it and maybe, just maybe, she should have socked him back. | Chapter 2
3: Chapter 3 | Well, I just got off the phone with Jordan. She says that she finally met Gatsby after all the events and parties he's thrown . Of course I tried not to act surprised. So he really does lives near. My heart is so confused. She says that he's very handsome and very wealthy. But good comes with bad. Rumors are that he's a German spy and once killed a man. Only God knows.
4: CHAPTER 4
5: TodayNick told me how Jordan had talked to him about a secret Gatsby told her. He seemed quite surprised. Once again I tried not to act like I was startled by the situation. He says that he told her that me and and him use to have relations and that he had moved across the bay just to get close to me. Nick finally concluded the conversation by inviting me to tea,,, I might as well join him to get more information.
7: The most wonderful thing happened . I reunited with my love Jay Gatsby. It was absolutely amazing. He showed me around his beautiful house . In a way I feel deceitful;. Maybe I should have some fun too. | Reuniting | I'm in love all over again | Chapter 5
8: January | falling in love all over again | secret day with Gatsby | secret day with Gatsby | secret day with Gatsby
9: SORROW | DECEIT | I have spent weeks with Gatsby . He always makes me smile and feel loved again.. I was told that Gatsby had reporters trying to make a report on him because of the believed rumors . How could they possibly be true. I found myself taking sides with Gatsby when Tom mentioned that Gatsby deprived from nothing but a poor farm working family. This was at another one of Gatsby's parties .I really didn't enjoy myself. | chapter 6
10: Chapter 7 | PAIN
11: secrets | The most horrible thing happened . I hit a women but I just couldn't stop. I kept going, leaving her there in the road dead. . Gatsby says that he will take the blame. I feel absolutely horrible by this. I don't think i can ever admit what happened. My nights have been sleepless.
12: chapter 8 | My days have only gotten worse than what they were. Gatsby was murdered. I just don't know what to do. My heart is shattered. He wanted me so bad to be with him but now its to late for that. I wish i would have waited for him all alone. Nick says that no one who attended all his parties were even there. That just makes me feel even more horrible. He practically died for me. My sorrow never ends.
14: Progress | chapter 9 | Nick says that we are careless people. We hurt people because we have money to shield ourselves from consequences. Strangely I'm in agreement. Its been two whole years. I still have love in my heart for Gatsby and pain from his death.
15: This is my last journal entry. I'm throwing it away Only because I'm tired of the pain, hurt, and depression. I feel if I end this right at this moment all my problems will be gone away. I don't won't this book that is full of dullness, betrayal, and sadness.