BC: Brittany Erwin
FC: Who am I ? By Brittany Erwin | Who Am I?
1: This is a book of poems that i have written. They are a collection of my thoughts and feelings.
2: she wiped away that single tear she gave it up it was so clear she had to do this all along if she only listen to that song that played in hear ears telling her to disappear No one would even care she was just another spare that they could take and throw away nothing would make her stay she just needed time on her own she felt like she was all alone she was in this world by herself sitting all alone on a shelf waiting for him to descend she thought it was all pretend till god stood in front of her he was there to make her sure although she didn't need to see to believe he was there in her mind the love that made them intertwined
4: she raised her hand and lowered it down the bruise on his face was soon to be found his son hid behind his back while he just about had a heart attack the fury she held came from unknown it made him feel completely alone she had taken his heart right from his chest and he used to think that he was blessed but the horror that lies beneath her eyes is filled with deceit and agonizing lies The golden heart that used to be there Is now not something I would call fair So the boy hid behind his back While he watched his mother give him a smack With the pain that was in his eyes And from what lies Behind the heart of a child You would think that it was only mild But when he grows up into a man He might hit a women with that one hand
6: True Friendship lasts forever
9: the silence ringing threw my ears i wish it would disappear the ring wont go away i hope its not hear to stay Every thing ive ever done it all seemed silly and so much fun but now looking back on the truth I see i wasted my precious youth I’m running out of all my time all i hear is the chime the chime of the bells that ring i hear the angels start to sing the silence comes back to me i wish it would leave me be i close my eyes and drowned it out all the bells start to shout they ring and chime and call my name i no that things wont be the same im scared to death when i open my eyes i see a million angels rise they rise to the sky they call my name and say goodbye
10: Goodbye is the hardest part And if it comes from the heart Then I no that it is really true That this is the last time ill hear from you So take my hand and meet me Just look at me and lets see If this is the right choice to make Then im sure my heart is about to break So just stay here Lets make this clear We cant just give up like this You no all the things will have to miss So say those words and make him stay Make him stay for one more day
11: As we walked down the ally To meet for the first time I felt something in the pit of my stomach Telling me we would be fine But I couldn’t believe What was before my eyes Its like the angels above us gave us something divine I walked toward you with my eyes closed And on the inside I think my heart froze When we both said our first words And I look up to see a dozen birds Flying high over head You give me the will to get out of bed I no that you’re the reason I am still here You’re the reason I live without fear When you kissed me in the rain I no I could still feel your pain How you waited so long And how we danced all night to our favourite song Then the hardest part was next It was the part ill never forger I had to leave and walk away Thinking the words ill never say As I walked out into the street I listed for your car to beep As a sign for goodbye I was thinking of your lullaby You passed us and waved threw the window And I saw the smile on your face go
12: Who is that girl the girl in the mirror She looks like me but i don't recognize her she acts way different then me or at least thats what i thought She holds the key to my reality she walks in when she wants and shuts the door on me could this girl really be me who am i if i don't know my self Im the girl sitting on the shelf the girl who will do what you want just so you can be pleased the girl you whip around just trying to tease like i said before she holds the key to my reality i need to break free from this girl who has become me i choose my own destiny
14: This is the one she liked. Who is she? she dances in the moon light the earth was her stage she falls to the ground with grace her head is rushing she cant keep still she just wants to forget shes ill to live life and just forget all the things that she regrets all the things shes done and people shes hurt she just lays there alone in the dirt she raises her head and wished she was dead she wishs she could relive the past and do it fast to undo the hurt and all the pain she caused she danced in the moon light the earth was her stage the trees watched every move she made who could this girl be? could it be a girl like me?
16: My heart spells your name Everything still feels the same You're the one I share everything with Please let me take the fifth don't make me chose right now Because I just don't know how Id have to think it threw And I cant just make do With the nothing that I have Grab hold of what I can And ill start to make a plan Deal with life as it comes along And it makes me feel like I don't belong My heart is full with thoughts of you With more the just a select few The dreams I have are so real The way they make me want to feel With every touch you make me heal All the wounds I once had All the things that were so bad For our time together Im always glad
19: every ware I see your face Looking in a distant place Then you walk away Nothing left for me to say Even tho you are not here I always try and stay clear Of things the might remind me of you You don't even have a clue Of how much I love you How much I dream of you But you are so far away So I just have to say Sitting with you I start to cry Just hold me in your arms and don't let me slip away You took me in like a stray And told me you wouldn't mind if I stayed You said anytime was never to late I would call and say its fate We walk into the sleepless nights And look at the simple sights And wonder how we got this far Without leaving a single scare You're the one who's in my heart You've been there since the start tart