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BC: I love you

FC: I | You! | From me to you with love :3

1: Ohaii baby <3 I decided to make it a lot more personal by doing it here :3

2: Dear Cameron You're reading this because I finally thought it was complete. It used to be just because we might of broken up but I really doubt that will happen <3! I love you quite a lot tbh and here I am and I hope I'm camming you or even with you while you're reading this <3 Tashiie x P.s. I love you

3: Guess what?... ...Nah I'll just have to tell you... ...I know you hate guessing... Iloveyou!

5: Day 5~ So yeah. I love you! Like a lot, more than you love me so HA :P My Cameron <3 I miss you a lot right now (: Dumdeedum wondering what to say to you to make you smile. I love you A LOT! That should do for now. 2nd lesson... 5 hours until I'm back with you baby! Miss you. 3rd lesson :3 Your smile will be mine soon, Wuv chuuuu <3 Marry me right now, pretty please? Tashiie x P.S. You don't love me more <3

6: Day 6 So... We had a fight tonight. I didn't mean it and I'm really sorry. My mind is so weird right nowI'm just sat trying to find the words to talk to you. I know you're upset and that kills me. I'm so sorry. I hope we can be the same. I love you more than anything <3 Please smile for me <3 I miss you baby I love you Tashiie x I love you lots. You are my everything and even after our fight you still are. Marry me? Pretty please? I love you more than anything and I know you are wary but trust me baby this is it :3 <3

7: Day 7 Happy week anniversary baby! You are acting fine today but I can tell you are still wary but I'm serious I love you! I love you more today and even though you hate these days to be honest I don't care because it's my day :P You were allowed to love me more for 2 days straight D: I'm on cam to you right now and you want me to go to bed but I'll just stay here and refuse point blank :3 I love our time together too much! I would miss you far to much anyway so I guess you're stuck with me for a while longer :P <3 You are adorable <3 I love you Love me forever? Because I really can't live without you anymore Tashiie! x

8: I Love You

9: Day 8 You have annoyed me D: *Calmed down* We sorted it and came to the conclusion you don't love me yet but we can get through this :3 You will love me soon, It's a matter of time until you say it back <3 I'm on cam to you and you're doing you're analyzing everything I'm doing. Checking I'm okay and all. You should know I'll always be happy as long as you're here. I'll just keep waiting for that day. I love you Tashiie x

11: Day 9 I'm jealous okay? I can't help it. You can't say I love you and you have all these girls chasing after you. I love you and I hope someday soon you might say it back. I love you a lot like loads <3 I hope you can say it back baby <3 You don't know if we are going to last and you just seem to be losing hope D: I really don't know what to say to you... I love you Tashiie <3 P.s. If this is the beginning of the end then I'll work every second to keep you close to me <3

13: Day 10 Hewwo baby <3 I miss you loads and loads! Can't wait to talk to you later baby. I'm sat here in biology and all I can think about is you! Been thinking a lot about you all day to be honest, wondering if we will be okay tonight. You made me fall in love with you all over again last night when you acted like you did <3 You're my adorable boy and I love you so much Tashiie x <3 So this has to be finished by your b-daii and I don't have much time to put everything down :') I'll still do it for you baby <3 I love you lots and lots! I hope we stay together for a really long time because if we don't I will just cry forever... I say I love you a lot if I'm honest but that's just me. I love how shy you get when I say it. How you smile and blush it's so adorable <3 It makes me want to kiss you :3 You won't leave my mind right now but it's okay. I never mind when you stalk my thoughts <3 Tashiie <3 P.s.I'm still jealous btw!

14: Day 11 It's 5 past 1 in the morning and I can't sleep because you are worrying me with how you were acting. I ope this isn't you making a distance between us =/ 5:37am... Just had a really bad dream =/ It's made me so worried about you leaving =/ I love you <3 Miss you Tashiie. 726am Bleh! Might just throw a sick day because I'm really not in the mood to face anyone but you. I love you and I hope I can talk to you without upsetting you later =/ Guess I'm just stressing out for pointless reasons. Still coping <3 Still miss you. I know I'm only writing in short today but I can't seem to thin straight enough to write enough words. Iloveyou and that's all I want to say...

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17: That night when you first said I love you was amazing. I'm putting everything I have into this , my complete heart. It may be enough but it may not at the same time. At least it makes me concentrate and really think. I love you. I remember you saying how you don't last in long term relationships but I'm here to prove you wrong.If we did ever split for any reason eve if for some crazy reason it's my fault I'll spend every second getting you back baby. We have had our ups and downs but what couple don't? Hmm what to say.. I love you? I miss you? Marry me? All 3? I think so (: I love you baby Tashiie. x Courtney just nearly killed me -.- "DON'T MOVE!" "Okay O.O..." "WAIT DON'T MOVE! I'm serious!" *Lightly touches my back* I thought something was crawling up my back but NO its only because she had signal back there !! Unforgivable.

18: We broke tonight... My fault but I'll be back. I'll still be your forever if it kills me trying. I love you I'm sorry I had to leave that way... I love you Forever x Tashiie It's 3am and I've watched your statuses change and a new girls name replace mine. Been crying for idk how long. I'm sorry Tashiie

19: We haven't spoke in days. I don't even know what to say to you.. I miss you like crazy but if I told you I loved you would you believe me? No you wouldn't. I'll wait for you baby. One day baby. I love you

20: MI AMOR! It's been a while since I wrote anything... We are talking and I finally confessed it all to you. I'm 2 days into trying to win you back <3 I love you :D Tashiie

22: Happy 3 weeks of loving each other baby! It's been a tough time for us both but I'm seeing hope in us and that makes me smile so much I love you so much baby <3 I'll speak tonight LOVE YOU

23: My friends told me good look today... I need itI guess. You promised to cam tonight and that makes me so happy because of the memories it brings back. I love you forever baby... I miss you I'll be coming on soon I hope and seeing that beautiful smile! I love you Tashiie

24: Well you said it, you don't want me back. And I'm sat here numb. I really wish I could show you and make you realize.I'm nothing special but WE are I know I'm not perfect and I mess up most the time. I know you could do so much better but I just can't let you go. I'm selfish I guess. I love you and that won't change. I'm just sat here crying and I honestly want to curl up and die. I miss you, a hell of a lot. I just don't know what to do without you. I'm just pathetic I guess. Oh well my friends keep saying you will come back but I just can't hold the hope that they can and damn I really wish I could. You were my amazing boy.My perfection the reason I got up each day and the reason I went to sleep wanting to wake up. I ruined it. I honestly wish I could go back and change it but unless a time machine is invented then yeah... I can't do anything anymore. Maybe it'll get better. No point gathering false hope though. No point at all. You told Megan. She's trying to help but honestly. I can't handle a thing right now. Stupid me -.- It's been a while and I'm still crying but what can I do? Nothing. All I want is to be with you and that isn't going to happen anytime soon.

25: You left. And I'm slowly sat here numbing over from it all. Stupid, stupid, stupid me. I love you so much and I can't even find the words to tell you. I can't even begin to describe and really it's pissing me off. I'm getting so angry I want to hurt myself for letting the most perfect thing in my life go. I miss you I love you Mi Amor Tashiie

26: I love you <3 I miss you so much You're confusing me and Idk really what to say... I love you Tashiie

27: I love you so much. It's been a good day for us baby! Almost perfect :D My everything! Tashiie | My baby! Always! I can't wait to meet youuuu! I miss you a lot right now. You're my perfection and I love you so much! <3

28: I haven't wrote in so long baby <3 got such an important thing to ask you today <3 | You're not in the mood I'll just wait a while until I can make you smileeee <3 | I love you baby

29: WHY YOU SO BEAUTIFUL idk mother nature and all ;D I will thank her for giving you that smilee <3 I loved seeing it tonight babe you made my night <3 I love you <3 Tashiie

30: Today you told me you see me more as a friend. I'm sorry I could only write 30 pages. I love you so much. Never forget that... I'll miss you

31: Hmmm... How to explain? Apart from I love you. I want to send you this but my heart sinks when I think of doing that. I hate to believe that it's all over and you're getting over me. People say "Plenty more fish in the sea" Like it's a straight foreword fact that I can just find someone else. It isn't easy, it's never easy. You're a pretty damn tough boy to work out. I put so much into working you out and understanding you that little bit better. At this very moment I'm waiting for you to come online. You're the most amazing, perfect, breath taking boy I've ever met. Beautiful inside and out with a bit of an attitude. I love how you don't give a damn, how you keep strength through all th shit people put you through. You don't deserve it. Not at all. My friends tell me all the time I rely on love too much but oh well. I have my whole life ahead of me but I've spent this time imagining my life with you. Waking up next to you, Seeing that smile, the kisses, the closeness of our late night conversations in person. I seemed to plan it out without realizing. I guess I took it too far in my mind so much it seemed to just become what I needed for my future. I saw you believe for a while but I watched it slip. I should of tried harder then but I didn't and now it's too late.

32: Last night I was so cold. Too cold. I know you're sorry but it washed over me far to fast. The numbness came over me before the pain came. I had no emotion and I upset you. I cried most of the night. Every time you were romantic it would remind me of when you were mine, reality would hit fast and I would feel myself crack a little knowing you may be romantic today but it doesn't mean you love me. It's been a hell of a time with you. I will never forget it. You're unforgettable, I'm happier knowing that. I hope we stay close, I hope we have fun when we meet and I hope you enjoy your Christmas present (: One day. I'm a hopeful person but we both agreed hope doesn't always get you anywhere. It got me my dream guy though. It got me somewhere, it made me some what important in his life. Even if he never understands how important to me he truly is. He stalks my mind all day. I go to sleep just to be with you in my dreams. I hold onto whatever closeness we share and try to carry it on as much as possible. I may not be even close to who you thought I was but to me you're still my everything, my forever, the guy who holds my heart and the guy I wake up for. So I know this will ruin the mood but I think I just nearly died. Omg xD I'm such a wimp.

33: So last night while having no life on facebook I read a damn creepy chain letter D: so that was me not sleeping until I had less than 5 hours to sleep ;D Cause I'm clever and they couldn't kill me then :P Anyway while sat here writing this beautiful stuff to you my jackets all fall off the door. OMG I ACTUALLY NEARLY DIED!! I WAS LIKE "OMG WTF DON'T KILL ME" but it's totally cool it was just my jackets ;D Contain your excitement of me being alive and all xD <3 ANYWAY I miss you a hell of a lot babe =/ One day maybe I'll make you fall for me again. Maybe, hopefully. I have the strength to do this and hold on to you for as long as you want me. <3 I'll always be here for you Cameron. You will have to physically de-attach yourself from me xD I love you a hell of a lot. So much. Too much maybe. I don't mind. I love you Tashiie

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