S: Makin 'em Count
BC: I've been roaming around, always looking down at all I see. Painted faces fill the places I can't reach. | You know that I could use somebody. Someone like you. | December 18th 2009 | MILY
FC: It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right. I hope you had the time of your life | Making 'em count
1: I always knew that I would want to do one of these for you. I have only ever done them for the girls, because they have been the ones who I have made the best memories with... until you. You are the first- other than my grandfather, and probably the last boy that I will do this for, it is a very personal gift, that I have found I give to people to let them know that I truly cherish and love them and the times that we have shared. This book can't capture the little moments , the private and quiet moments which hold the true value of our relationship. It can hardly capture the feelings that we have for one another, and the love that we have shared in our time together. I truly do believe that what we have does not come around everyday, even though we are young, our relationship has been short lived, and people say this all the time; I do believe that together we have found something special and something real. No matter what happens, you and our relationship will be always be something that I hold closely.
2: This Year: Summer 2009- Summer 2010 Memories that will last forever. Times of smiles, love and life at its best. The adventures by each other's side. M.I.L.Y.
3: The First Picture | The Beginning: Forbidden Feelings
4: Tobago Love | stop fucking ! | with | my | mind
5: Summer 2009 begins:!! | Night by Nick | The Honeymoon
6: Nights at Zen | when the clock strikes midnight on the rooftop
7: Harts Cooler Fete '09 | The Countdown begins: August 16th 2009
8: August 17th 2009 Last Night at Loggerheads
9: August 18th 2009 Random night at Jmalones. The agreement has officially FAILED.
10: August 20th 2009: The Last Night | When you look me in the eyes, & tell me that you love me, everything's alright, when your right here by my side. When I hold you in my arms, i know that it's forever.
12: remember me. | All of my life, | Where have you been? | I wonder if I'll ever see you again
13: If that day comes, I know we can win
14: sometimes you have to be apart from the people that you love, but that doesn't mean that you love them any less... Sometimes it even makes you love them more- The Last Song | The 4 Months Apart | The Long Distance relationship | If you can wait 'til I get home, then I swear to you that we can make this last. If you can wait 'til I get home, then I swear come tomorrow this will all be in the past, it might be for the best. | I'd rather be anywhere but here.. without you
15: The "official" Relationship | December 18th 2009: The return, the birthday, the beginning. | Honey, | I'm home! | you always find a way, to keep me right here waiting
16: I love you, I loved you all along, but I missed you, been far away for far too long
17: Katalyst Night
18: Love Birds
19: Carnival 2010!!
20: I won't hesitate no more | It cannot wait, I'm sure,
21: I'm Yours. | theres no need to complicate, our time is short, this is our fate
22: sexy | Love Birds | You never see it coming | and the next thing you know.
23: I love you | \Trust me? | more sexy | ....unconditional love....
24: I'm gonna keep on loving you, cuz it's | I don't wanna sleep, I just wanna keep on loving you. | photo | the only thing that I wanna do. | snaps
25: When I said that I Love You, I meant that I'd love you forever... | CHAMPION!!
26: WANTED | status: Convicted Serial Killer & Resident Psycho | Matthew Joseph Jardim | Ethnicity: White | Sex: Male | Height: below 6ft (haha) | Age: Looks about 26 | "eats tiny Asian girls for breakfast" | if found report to Mel Yung for sentencing | I better find your lovin, | I better find your heart
27: Zen | I better find your lovin, my love, and nothin's gonna tear us apart.
28: If we ever meet again...
29: I won't let you go away. | Katalyst Love
30: The stars lean down to kiss you, and I lie awake and miss you
31: As many times as I blink, I'll think of you tonight | The spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly
32: Could this be out of line, to say you the only one, breakin me down like this
33: You' re the only one i would take a shot on, keep me hangin on, So contagiously
35: you're better than the best, I'm lucky just to linger in your light, you're cooler than the flip side of pillow. you make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe, shine like gold, buzz like a bee. Just the thought of you can drive me wild, oh you make me smile :)
36: SUMMER BEGINNINGS | I'm the one who really loves you baby | As long as I'm living, I'll be waiting
37: As long as I'm breathing, I'll be there. | Whenever you call me, I'll be waiting | Whenever you need me, I'll be there.
38: it's always better when we're together
40: I could stay awake, just to hear you breathing, Watch you smile while you are sleeping, While you're far away and dreaming. I could spend my life in this sweet surrender, I could stay lost in this moment forever, Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure. I DON'T WANNA CLOSE MY EYES, I DON'T WANNA FALL ASLEEP CUZ I MISS YOU BABE AND I DON'T WANNA MISS A THING EVEN IF I DREAM OF YOU THE SWEETEST DREAM WILL NEVER DO, I'D STILL MISS YOU BABE, AND I DON'T WANT TO MISS A THING. Lying close to you, feeling your heart beating, and I'm wondering what you're dreaming, wondering if its me you're seeing. then i kiss your eyes and thank God we're together, I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever. I don't wanna miss one smile, and i don't wanna miss one kiss. i just wanna be with you, right here with you, just like this, I just wanna hold you close. Feel your heart so close to mine, and just stay here in this moment for all the rest of time. | It's been my favourite song for as long as i can remember. I never meant the words about anyone, until you :)
41: Forever and Always. | To be continued...