S: dear Analija
FC: Dear Analija
1: I miss her so much she was my best friend and I will all ways have a place in my heart for her. my dear Analija
2: So my best friends dead, so my life has no meaning. On that note my life feels like h-e double hockey sticks. So on that note I am going to join field hockey. Its something we always wanted to do together, me and Analija that is. I all ways say this is still all a dream, i just hope one day i could wake up from. that when i wake up she would be there. | entry 1
4: entry 2 My mother never wants to give up i am fine go away. It started this morning. She brought me me breakfast on the way to school. ("Which was a little weird since she never did it before.") she dose not know know this is my way of dealing with it. i just want her to go away. field hockey starts today. brad knows me so well he said he says i am just trying to cover up my pain with sports o well this is why we should get married.
5: cutest couple i know
6: kids | brad and me will always be | he erks.
7: brad and me together for very | enrty3 Kevin Lupica, he is such a wipe like every five seconds he want to get with me. i don't know what to do he was Analija boyfriend and i wouldn't do that to her, plus i have a boyfriend. Brad said if he catch him flurting with me he would punch his face in. i didn't want that to happen so i ignored Kevin as much as possible. | LoL
8: "I wont get washed." I am not my mom, dad and anybody else that wants to jump in it can my there business. This is my life i own, and i don't feel the need to get washed. Brad wont talk to me till i do but i am not so he just needs to absorb the smell. He still talks to me on the phone but when we do talk we are talking about me getting washed i am not so shut up. some people fast or quit something i quit getting washed. | entry34 | fun times
9: some go to priest others got to poetry i go to my friends. Virginia Woolf | hahahaha
10: Well the ouija board works. i talk to analija she just as confused as me. i told my mom and she had flippled out on me i didnt think it was that deep i dont see why she did. she keeps saying"that wouji board is no good for." but truth be told she is no good for me. talking to her just made me think more of our good times. I wonder why i cant remember the bad times. entry 5
11: What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two bodies. Aristotle | love at first sight | no
12: entry6 So she walks up to me and really think i wont say anything she must not know. They call each other the popular girl but really the walk and look like trash. "she is such B***h." so I got sent to the office. i didn't hit her so why am I going to the office. I am really strarting to hate it here. only thing that keeps me is brad.
13: what comes around goes around by karma
14: haha | sleep over
15: young love but it will last forever
16: i remember know we fought. It was raining but the sun was out. My sneakers were muddy as well as my butt from when Analija push me down. I pulled out so much of her hair i feel bad for her now. i got muddy clothes and a broken finger and she got patches in her hair. thats when she wore a pony tail every day. i remember her face how mad she was at me. after that we didn't talk for weeks later. | entry 7
17: memories are not always that great.
19: " i am whoever i say i am and if i wasn't than why would i say i am." thats what emeniem said. that is what i said to the popular girls. then she said i couldn't be any rude to slap her. i thought i did the right thing. she called me a b***h and i didn't do any thing but she got on my nerves enough wouldn't you say. the principle said one more thing and your expelled. at this moment i wouldn't even care. | entry 8
20: i thought our love was stronger
21: entry 9 | Noooooooooooooo. Thats what i said when he told me he was leaving. Brad that is. We had a long conversation about this and all i could say is "Your leaving me, I cant live with out you." but its playing over and over and over in my head. The 7 days went by and then he was gone i knew. He he left me a diamond necklace, chocolate, flowers, and teddy bear.
23: Dear mom dad and anyone else, this is my death note. i am sorry i made a mess in the bathroom. well it is not that big as when we had that food fight. I am not saying mess in that way, it would be a mess to tell friends and family. i am so sorry i had to do this to myself, and you. i am going to be with my bestie and grandma i love you. sincerely Merdeth | entry10