S: By Jasmine White 6th period
BC: It's the little things that make life beautiful.
FC: Laurie halse Anderson
1: Melinda Sordino
3: Dear Diary The craziest thing happen to me tonight. I thought tonight was going to be fun and special. With me being with my best friends and all going to the hottest end of the summer party before school started. The night started off so right. I was dancing having a good time with my girls and drinking when i didn't think the night could get any better. The hottest and most popular guy Andy started talking. We went for a walk through the night. when things got weird and uncomfortable.we stopped at a tree and he raped me.I didn't know what to do so i called the police. and ended the whole party. Now now none of my friends will talk to me. Not even Rachel and she is supposed to be my best best friend
4: 9th grade (freshman year)
5: Dear Diary So today was the first day of school. I was so hoping that people forgot about what happen. But they didn't my old friends still not talking to me. I'm the outcast everybody else have their cliques or group of friends. I made one new friend her name is Heater she is from Ohio. I got my schedule for the school yea its ok but i can't really say the same about my teachers. the only teacher that i can say i might like is my art teacher he is pretty nice.My science partner is nice to and he is kind of cute. The first day of school wasn't as bad as i thought it was going to be. I wonder how the rest of the school year is going to be. Hopefully my old friends forgive and forget about what happen and wcan be friends again
6: Dear Diary So I found a new hobby. That I really enjoy a lot. I can express myself and show how my I'm feeling. My hobby is drawing i guess you can say it's my comfort zone. My art teacher tells me that I'm pretty good. I love drawing trees. drawing helps me forget about my problems and how I have no one to talk to. iI found a storage closet that I can hang all my art work and go to when I just need me time.. Oh yeah and me and Heather aren't really friends anymore. she joined the Martha's. I'm not really surprised that we are not friends anymore. Because I kind of knew it but I didn't want it to happen. So know i can really Dear Diary Tell me why told Heather came to my house to ask me if I would help her. I know that I shouldn't help her. Since she ditched me for the Martha's..
7: my life
8: Confession | DEAR DIARY I talked to Rachel today. I felt like old times when we were talking. I wanted so much to just keep that moment forever. I had to tell her the truth. I had to tell her why i called the police. I had to tell her that the boy that she is crazy about. The boy that she is going to prom with. The boy she calls her boyfriend. Is the guy that raped me at the party. Yes Andy Evans the sports super star raped me. When I told her she didn't believe me .I don't know if it was the right thing to do, but at the time i felt like it was. She needed to know. that her boyfriend is a rapists. I don't what the same thing to happen to her like it happen to me.
9: Some good | Some Bad
10: Dear Diary So today was the last day of school. I was going to the storage closet to clean it out and get all my things out. As I was in there Andy came in a closed the door and locked it. He was upset he said that i needed to stop spreading rumors saying that he raped me. That he didn't that I wanted it. That I'm the reason Rachel broke up with him. That i need to go tell her i was lying. I was trying to leave and he grabbed me. I told him to let go but he wouldn't. He tried to rape me again. But this time i fought back. I'm yelling no stop Andy. Nicole is pounding on the door. i unlock the door and i walk off crying. leaving Nicole and the lacrosse team there with Andy. bye for now. I'll see you next year.
13: Andy Evans How could you do that to me. I never did anything to you. I never deserved to be raped by you. Why did you do rape me? You ruin my life. Was it worth it? Yoou are a nasty dirty dog. I hope you get whatever comes to you. Karma is something else
14: heather Thank you so much for everything.Thanks for not judging me. Even though you did leave me. You were there for me when I didn't have anybody. I forgive you for what you did. - Melinda
15: Rachel I wish that we could be friend. i wish everything could go back to the way we were. Before the party before the cops came.I just wanted to tell you that i didn'y call the cops because the party was wild. i called the cops because i was raped by Andy Evans. You can believe me or not but it did happen
16: Mr. Freeman ---Thank you for believing me.Thank you for helping me find a way to express myself. Thank you for allowing me to be in your room during lunch. Thanks for giving me a get away place from all my problems.Thank you the most for comforting me the last day of school when Andy tired to rape me again. Thank you for not letting me drown in my sorrows and my pitty. - melinda
17: Melinda I'm sorry for not believing you when you told me what happen at the party. I don't know why i didn't believe what you said.I'm sorry that i called you a liar. I just wanted to let you know that I broke up with Andy.I hope that we can be friends again and i hope that you can forgive me. ~ Rachel
21: Say Cheese!