S: Baby I Love You
FC: Baby I Love You
1: This book is dedicated to my baby that I never got to hold. I left the hospital feeling lost and cold. I held back tears and tried not to cry all the while thinking this wasn't goodbye! Until you're in my arms... Mommy
2: I'm pregnant!
3: Little Heaven Sent
4: Tiny Toes Ten little fingers, ten tiny toes what it felt like to lose you, God only knows! The pregnancy test proved it was true and the ultrasound showed a beautiful you! My heart would soon break and tears flow. There wasn't a heartbeat, oh this can't be so! So empty inside is my pain. What lesson have I learned, where is the gain? June 14th is the day you went to heaven. All I think is "we won't be a family of seven." 2006 is the year you left my tummy. Please remember I'll always be your Mommy.
5: And so I visit you at the grave with tears streaming down my face. I find comfort in knowing that this is our special place. I want you back and so I pray. God answers me...someday! My child, we'll never be apart because I'll always have you in my heart! As I look up at the clouds and view, I softly whisper "Baby Schumacher I love you!" xoxo Mommy
6: My bracelet from the hospital
7: You're | always | with | me
8: Is That Really You? I took a picture at your grave. A tiny momento for me to save. The image showed a white light. It was so big and bright. Could it be true? Is that really you? When I'm asleep at night and cling to the darkness ever so tight. It is then I softly hear "Mom" whispered in my ear. I abruptly awake trembling with fear. But when I look around, there's nobody to be found. Could it be true? Is that really you?
9: Some days when I'm feeling down and blue. When I just don't know what else to do. I suddenly gaze at a butterfly fluttering away. It continues the journey with no intention to stay. Could it be true? Is that really you? As I'm driving with the radio on to fill the empty air. I'm overwhelmed with the attitude that I just don't care. I hear a song describe how I'm feeling. I realize now is the time to start healing. Could it be true? Is that really you?
10: Special Place
11: "How very softly you tiptoed into my world. Almost silently, only a moment you stayed."
12: Birthday Kisses Happy Birthday to you for today it's joy and sadness too. Up in Heaven is where your party will be. It's a celebration I wish only I could see. Everybody seems to have overlooked this special day. How can you forget a child who's unique in every way? Your voice and laughter I won't be able to hear, but my love for you will never disappear. /Though I've never seen your beautiful face,
13: I realize nothing can ever take its place. So today I'll softly sing Happy Birthday at your grave. For I know I should be strong, courageous and brave. Enjoy the balloons I'm sending your way. It's in anticipation that they'll give you endless play. I'm blowing birthday kisses up to the sky. I hope you can reach them, I hope they're not too high. Please understand why this day makes me blue. It's remembering Baby Schumacher and how much I love you.
14: Your endless journey has begun...