FC: class of | 2011 | MY BULLYING DIARY | BY ARIANNA MAHABADY
1: "The surest way not to fail is to determine to succeed." ~Richard Brinsley Sheridan | I WAS A BULLY (3 different perspectives)
2: 12th October 2011 | DEAR DIARY | i am Rachel Fornam im in University and i started this diary to tell you my story. Well i think it started at the age of 13 first year of high school the mid- year term 2. It all started when family problems were getting to me my dad was in hospital and the world didn't make sense so i sat by myself and the bullies Double T, Larz, Maz came up to me and told me to sit with them Double T was the leader. They taught me tricks to do in class and blame on other people and how to be ruthless. How to be rude, mean and how to fight like a punch on or as they would say unch on (slang) they told me i had to do these things to earn my respect to be tough to get through life. They would tell me to go to some random and take there money or food for no reason and if i didn't they would bash me and threaten me. The girl would cry she would be too scared to stand up to me or do anything about it so she would starve. I bashed people who touched me
3: i would yell at teacher and tell them off swear at people i was a staunch people were scared of me and feared me they would try and tell me what was wrong at right but i wouldn't listen to them anyone and to make matters worse my family was disappointed in me they cried in my face and they didn't know what to do circumstances were getting worse. Double T left he school and left me to carry on the group so i was was the leader i was a BULLY a BIG BULLY till year 11 i stopped because it effect my health as it was making me depressed and as life went on i was starting to fill ashamed of what i was doing. If i could turn back time i would go tell someone don't do the same mistake i did.
4: 14th JUNE 2011 | DEAR DIARY | I am Tia Mercoli i used to be a bully because it | made me feel better of my self i used to have a really | low self-esteem i used to hand with the nobody's or nerds as they were called. I got facebook when i was 14 i didn't know exactly how to use it but gradually i got confident in using it. This girl named Emily Roberts she was my best mate and everyone use to tease her of her accent and the way she looked and when i got facebook i turned into a bully i betrayed her and started sending her rude messages saying "everyone hates you" and "your so ugly you should just not show your face ever" she would come to school embarrassed sometimes crying of being ashamed to show her face because of the messages i sent her. She would hate talking and answering and as her self esteem got lower mine got higher. I felt this guilt in me after and angry at myself i let this go on for 3yrs and never said sorry. Instead of bully her i should of said something stand up for her or told a teacher to help her.
5: When bullies grow old and frail their only victims are themselves. Fear and vulnerability paints warped haggardness upon their skin, and they become as ugly on the outside, as they are within. (Bona)
6: 1st DECEMBER 2009 | DEAR DIARY | My name is Brodie Cras and i was | a bully why? because i was peer pressured i wanted to belong so i left them peer pressure me to stay into the group if they told me to bash someone i would i have three charges against me for punching someone and putting someone into hospital. It was high school years the one thing everyone wanted was to be popular and to BELONG! I would start the fight if someone pushed me i would bash them one time a teacher was telling me dont do this dont do that so i punched her and i got sent to behaviour school which i am still in now im in year 12 i hate it i regret everything i now relise being popular isnt everything and now i have to suffer for my mistakes.
7: Being popular isn't everything it ruins what you belief is right and can control you. | by arianna