S: Monster By: Sam Perry
BC: the End!! by: SAm PErry
FC: Monster by: Walter Dean Myers
2: Entry #1 | here i lye in my cell listening to everything going on around me including the fights going on down the hall from me. a fight broke out today at breakfast and they got hit in the face with a food tray. As i sit here on my cold metal cot i listen to people yelling at each other from one cell to another. Its all nonsense to me but i just ignore it most of the time.
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4: Entry#3 | I'm currently hating jail at this time because of the violence and the threatening things to it. As i sit here in the courtroom looking at all these people around me its makes me feel to think about why I'm here in the first place. as i sit here listening to another inmates story and think about mine it makes me wanna start crying right here. | "ain't no use putting the blanket over your head man. you can't cut this out, this is the real deal" chapter 1- pg. 7
5: Entry#4 | seeing my dad cry is getting the best of me. i feel as though i have let him down in different ways. as I sit there i write an explanation down of what i did and didn't do on the day of the murder. i believe that my dad does not see me as Steve i think he sees me as a monster because of what i have done to my family and put them though.
6: entry#5 | i sit thinking to myself weather or not i should write a description of what happened in the store the day of the murder but i just want to forget all about it and move on. i try talking to my attorney but she just balks at the overture and then apologizes for cutting me off. she thinks that i' m guilty of what happened in the drugstore.
7: entry#6 | i sit here thinking of what might my punishment might be if the jury finds me guilty. the next morning at breakfast i m served a larger portion because most of the inmates skip breakfast on Sunday. then after i eat i go to a church service where 9 other prisoners are and two pf them get into an argument and start fighting. i just don't understand why people fight so much in prison.
8: entry#7 | the day before my case i meet with my attorney i tell that i fear of being found guilty. She gives me tips and information on how to present myself and how to respond to the questions the right way. it concerns me that i was accused of a wrong moral decision. i imagined what i would have said if this was my movie.
9: in the end i Steve Harmon am not guilty and acquitted of the charges even though i had to spend 11 days in jail before i was found not guilty. Five months later my dad still keeps his distance away from me which my mother and i don't understand . | Entry#8
10: Do not dwell in the past do not dream of the future,concentrate the mind on the present moment -Buddha | "The life is wo-th living ,we can say ,since it is what we make it". -William James | Famous People Quotes | In three ways i can sum up everything ive learned about:life goes on. -Robert Frost
11: The dream took place in the courtroom . i was tying to ask questions and nobody could hear me. i was shouting and shouting but everyone went about there business as if i wasn't even there. i hope i didn't shout out in my sleep. that would look weak to everybody. its not good to be weak in there. chapter 3-pg 63-64 entry#5 | Book Quotes | "Ain't no use putting the blanket over your head man. you can't cut this out, this is the real deal" chapter 1- pg. 7 entry #3