BC: Maybe someday I will put more things in here. But first I'll have to keep up with my life. | ...
FC: Do not open this book ! | Holden
1: This is me | and this is my red hunting hat I bought this in I like this hat. I don't know why, I just like it. I don't give a damn how I'm look like. | 2
2: Why nobody can answer me where the ducks goes in the winter ? They can't just stay in the frozen lake. They can't just ignore the ice. | 3
4: Natural History Museum | 5 | I love that damn museum. The best thing in that museum was that everything always stayed right where it was. Nobody move or grow up.Nobody'd be different. The only thing that would be different would be you. I mean you'd be different in some way- I can't explain what I mean. You just be different and see the things in a different way.
5: 6 | I used to have a teacher, Miss Aigletinger, that took us there damn near every Saturday
6: $5 | The first record store I went into had a copy of the record. They charged me for it, because it was so hard to get, but I didn't care. Boy, it made me so happy all of sudden . | I'm so stupid that I dropped old Phoebe's record and it broke.I damn near cried, it made me feel so terrible, but I take with me anyway and bring to Phoebe. She said that she will fix it. | 7
7: This is the Allie's Baseball Glove. | He wrote poems on it so that he'd have something to read when he was in the field and nobody was up at bat. He carried it everywhere. | Allie was a unique kid. He was a left-handed.He had a very red hair. He was intelligent as well. He was also the nicest kid, in lots of ways. God, he was a nice kid. | He used to laugh so hard at something he thought of at the dinner table that he just about fell off his chair. | Allie is dead now. He got leukemia and died on July 18, 1946. | I was in my bedroom at Pencey. I put my pajamas and bathrobe and my old hunting hat, and started writing the composition that Stradlater asked me. But I just can thought about the Allie's baseball mitt... So I took it out of my suitcase and stared. | 8
8: 9 | Mr. Antolini is like a father to me, but the last time I went to his house he acted like a damn pervert. I'm sure Mr. Spencer tried to help me, but I just couldn't stand his bumpy looking chest. Stradlater is a bastard sonuvabitch. I can't believe he went on a date with Jane. Ackley is a okay guy, yet he is disgusting. Jane was a funny girl. She liked to keep all her kings on the back row when we played checkers. Sally is a really pretty girl and goddamn annoying. But after writing all this I kind of miss them.
9: 10 | Mon and Dad don't care. D.B is wasting his talent in Hollywood.Allie was the best kid I have ever meet. He isn't here anymore. Phoebe always kills me with her way.
11: I decided that I was going to run away. So I meet Phoebe to say goodbye. But she wanna to go as well. I said no. And she got mad at me. I took her to the zoo and she started to get less angry. She ran and bought her ticket and got back on the goddamn carousel just in time. Boy, it began to rain like a bastard. In buckets, I swear to God. I got soaked anyway. I didn't care, thought. I felt so damn happy all of sudden, the way old Phoebe kept going around and around. I was damn near bawling. I felt so damn happy, if you want to know the truth. I don't know why. It was just that she looked so damn nice, the way she kept going around and around, in her blue coat and all. She was so innocence in there.God, I wish you could've been there . | 12