S: Steven J. Ricks Surreal Mind
FC: Steven J. Ricks | 10 Years of a Surreal Mind
1: Clay | Guzzle the ink that flows from my fingertips, splotching everything I touch-soiled and obvious, smeared and tainted. Blurred prints on my s ober-wrenched face. My eyes blinded in contact by the very thoughts that make this ink leak. That I would be a river of this dark murk... and posoned by and hated for this flow that should only forever be contained in its reservoir. -Megan Labadie
2: Hand I was the Garbage Man from Indiana. I see... But he opened my eyes. He showed me what Love, Hope and Life were about. He never knew what he gave me. I waited to long to tell him. He freed the Garbage Man
3: The Zipperman | I was staring out the window at the house, looking at the back roads the snow and hills and sky and he came and sat in front of me. called me a prophet. (I'm no psychic, I'm no mystery) I feel like he was built and I was created. -Megan Labadie
4: Flight to Light | I pray."digress," to no aval remember this in times of need Ita the sour, once the sweet I cannot live for you today I cannot wait for you this week. You, the loser, never lost I dip my hand in sorrow's bliss and purge upon demanding kiss repaying with this bitter cost replying with much more than this. your scornful eye, it doesn't seethe visions tripping in my flight remember our elusive night, remember this and think of me. remember this and think of me. -Megan Labadie
5: Cat Lady "Gazing through a chils imagination" -Chelsea S. Ricks
6: At The Park I think about that special time.It's You. The leg crossed over I'm there. Again. Tomorrow I'll think of you
7: The Couch | This was his city I see him every where It's like they took the Lake. But they didn't Its still hear. And so is He. I love this city I loved that man.
13: The Eye
15: Moss Grows Flat
18: Chains "Held back by The Chains we Make" -Chelsea S. Ricks
22: It's simple. Sometimes to simple. For the first time. I think It's mine. I hope it's mine.
24: The Door
27: Skull She is the strong one. I am weak, She was there for him when I couldn't be. Mother and Sister all to soon. I owe something that I can't repay. She will kill him someday. It kills me everyday. I'm only proud of her. I Love her so. .
28: Katie You were like the moon, Most chained in your waning shadows Moments of summer chanting beneath lazy rain.always. Above woman or man Lies the winter wind of this lust My only crush- To feel your stormy skin against mine My blood blushing red at the sound of your moan I stare in wonder at the sun... Blinding these images You've created in my eyes --Megan Labadie
29: Ram "We are only Human, But if we drop our pretenses we could be free as the Beasts" -Chelsea S.Ricks
30: Separation Years of unconditional love. A constant balance between giving love and being loyal... Loyalty won. It was the right thing to do.
32: Elliott He's my baby. I left him to soon. I didn't mean to. So much of me in him I'm flattered, I'm humbled. I'm hurt Father for so long.Father not there. I'm So Sorry. I Love him so much.
33: Watching & Waiting "For a friend to play with"
35: Moose I hurt him the most Above him my absession. There is nothing for him to understand. He's a better person than me. Despite me. I Love him so much. I want him to forgive me. Someday...
38: James What happened. Nothing. The best of friends from a life time ago. Time fades, Memories live on strong. Life changes people.We didn't change at all. Thats our curse. I miss my old friend. I wish him well.
39: It was tough growing up. Tough. Embarasing now. Cries and weak. Emotions changed that day. Pain took over.
40: The Wizard | I was selfish, I wanted something he didn't have. I had something he didn't need. I work very hard to give mine away. He doesn't realize he never had it. I created him I am the Wizard.
41: Hiding I'm Hiding. Iv's been hiding my whole life. So many times Iv'e longed to go to the corner. To cry into deep sleep. To withdraw from life. To hide. To be unseen. To live inside my head. To be free . To just be free... Something always pulls me back.
42: The Loss | This was my greatest loss. He hides only in the corner of my mind. He comes out only to hurt me. I see him every day. He smiles though every child I see. I can only touch him in my dreams. Sleep come free me.