1: To Jody, This is my gift to you, in return for all the precious memories you've given me these past two years. You've always been the light of my life. The one I know I can turn to in all the good times and the bad. You're so handsome and passionate about everything you do. You're the one who keeps me steady and down to earth. Thank you for letting me be apart of your life. Love, Ashley
2: One year down and forever to go
3: Whenever we talk I fall in love all over again
4: Sunday, September 11th, 2011 Jody is on his way from Ruston to see me,I'm so excited to be able to spend time with him. Colleen, Jody and I are all going camping tonight. I feel bad for deciding to go out right after Beaver got put in the hospital. My guilt stems more from Codye than anything. Monday, September 12th, 2011 I didn't get my septum, Manny wasn't at his tattoo parlor so it'll have to wait. We didn't get to go camping either, too hot and too drink to set up a tent. Colleen ended up getting upset because Zack wasn't around. I feel bad for her but enjoyed myself despite her mood. I'm positive I still have feelings for Jody even though it's been years. I don't know if I feel guilt or happiness. We slept together last night, bare skin touching. I got everything I''ve wanted for so long. | His kisses and his hands on my skin. I always thought he was too good for me ever since he just up and disappeared years ago. I don't know if last night was a fling and even if it was, it felt nice. When I see him with his fiancée' I always think, "It;s not fair, maybe that could have been me." I really adore everything about him, every time I look at him my heart picks up speed. I'm scared to admit it, but I actually think I'm in love with him. Jody went to Speech with me and Colleen. While Jody was talking to Mrs. Sognier, Colleen handed me her phone. It was an old facebook message from him to her saying that he wanted to know if I was still interested in him in an intimate way like I was before and that he needed to know before he made a life-changing decision. I honestly couldn't believe it. I thought for so long that he could never love me.
5: I thought his fiancée had, had something that I didn't.Right then Jody came out from the classroom and before he could notice me crying I rushed to the bathroom and tried to dry them up as fast as possible with me shirt. That night we laid together again, he kissed along my neck to my hips. He tells me how pretty I am, how perfect i am. How he loves my waist and hips. All I could think about was how scared I was that I could lose him to her a second time. I didn't want the next time I saw him to be on his wedding day. At five a.m. I told him about the message, read it to him. His first reaction was "Damn it Colleen." All I could do was bury my face in his hair and tell him that I never stopped loving him. After that we talked so much it was just a blur, a question, one after another. | Jody: Colleen, please do not let Ashley know i'm asking this, whatever you do. I have to know what's going on in her head without being too forward about it. I still want to be able to keep her as a friend. If she still loves me intimately I have to know before I make a huge decision. If she doesn't then I'll just throw all those feelings away. I'm horrible with flirting and picking up hints but the fact she keeps saying things of that nature is confusing me. Please just don't let her know I wish to know. Text me what you think. 267-7553
6: Years ago when I was younger I kind of liked a girl I knew.
8: October 9th, 2011 You're not just any girl, you're the girl that I've stayed in love with for, four years. The girl that changed my life not once but twice, the girl who puts a smile on my face not only when she's with me but through a text or phone call. Baby, you have to realize by now you aren't just a girl to me. October 10th, 2011 I love you sweetie and I hope you can enjoy the peace of a quiet mind. I wish I knew how to help with that, Just know you don't have to over think and analyze everything with me and I don't judge you. I love you as you are. Please don't try and change because you think I'd like a certain thing. You're exactly what I've been searching for all along. i was so afraid I'd ruin our friendship if I told you how I felt so I kept quiet and wondered what it'd be like with you. | January 2nd 2012, You wanna know when I'm happiest? Right when I wake up and see that you aren't a dream and that I get to keep waking up to you. Then I kiss you on the forehead and get to cuddle back up to you all over again.
9: November 26th, 2011 You're everything I ever wanted in a man. You have a strong sense of family and what is right and wrong. You're passionate about the things you do and you're so sweet. You love animals, you're so very talented in your writing. I love your imagination, you're creativity. You're so fun and interesting to be with and talk to. Even when we do nothing I don't mind as long as we are together. You're determined, loyal, and so, so, loving. You accept and love me the way I am and that's all I want to do for you. November 27th, 2011 I just wanted to tell you how much I love you. I really can't begin to tell you how much you mean to me. I enjoy all the time I spend with you. you're my best friend, the years you were out of my life feel like a meaningless gap now. Like every bad thing that was endured was worth it. | I love you so much, I'll never be able to gather the right words to explain it. You've given me so much. The house is almost finished and you left to work a few hours ago. All I can think about is how much I love you and how you've made me world so much brighter. I'm wrapped up in you, all of this was worth the wait. If I had to I'd go through it all over again just to have you. Even when we argue I still think how much I love you, even if at that moment I'm agitated. I'm excited for our life to start together,, I'm excited to see how we grow into our futures together. Just promise if you become frustrated with me you'll talk to me about it? I promise I'll listen. I don't want to become a bother. I love you so much. I'll always, always be yours. I was made for you.
11: She was mine and we were sweethearts.
12: I'm in love with a fairy tale. Even though it hurts. I don't care if I lose my mind. I;m already cursed.
14: Every day we started fighting
15: Every night we fell in love
17: I won't go, I won't sleep, I can't breathe until you're resting here with me.
18: We are living happily ever after...
19: Together is the best place to be!
20: I love you more than anyone else on this earth. You'll always be my sweetheart. | love
23: Side by side, year by year...
25: We love our tragedies. We're both broken in our own little ways. We're broken, but we fit together just right. You know I saw the black inside your eyes I saw they were eclipsed by mine and they looked just right. When our lights meet, will you know me then? And will you want to know it? It feels like I've known you for so long. When our lights meet, will you want me then? and will you ever know it? It seems like you've known me for so long. I love your analogies. We're both crazy in our own little ways. We talk about the future and our past lives. I know I loved you then. I know I'd love you now.
27: It doesn't matter where we go in life or what we do, as long as we're together, I love you.